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D'ffecult and D'manding

By Tarra Bantwal

My podcast focuses on bold, illicit and risqué topics. I dive deep into the dark shadow side of human nature. I will discuss secrets, lies, double lives, fantasies, alter egos, kinks, fetishes, alternative lifestyles, open relationships and more. I will focus on the things everyone wants to hide, deny, or are shunned for. I also give explicit truth and real wisdom about relationships and life. Let's get to know and grow from our inner demons. Come into my world and take a 'Walk on the Dark Side'.

  1. 1.
    #118 You’ve Been Caught by D'ffecult and D'manding11/27/2020
    36:54
  2. 2.
    #117 Happy Life by D'ffecult and D'manding11/20/2020
    32:29
  3. 3.
    #116 Hello & Goodbye by D'ffecult and D'manding11/13/2020
    39:18
  4. 4.
    #115 Sacrificial Love by D'ffecult and D'manding11/06/2020
    36:08
  5. 5.
    #114 It’s Just Sex by D'ffecult and D'manding10/30/2020
    34:21
  6. 6.
    #113 Night Prowling by D'ffecult and D'manding10/23/2020
    44:30
  7. 7.
    #112 Bare It All by D'ffecult and D'manding10/16/2020
    40:44
  8. 8.
    #111 For Better…For Worse by D'ffecult and D'manding10/09/2020
    41:15
  1. 9.
    #110 Voice Temptations by D'ffecult and D'manding10/02/2020
    38:05
  2. 10.
    #109 Feeling Bad About Feeling Good by D'ffecult and D'manding09/25/2020
    38:07
  3. 11.
    #108 Stole My Man/Woman by D'ffecult and D'manding09/18/2020
    38:36
  4. 12.
    #107 Life is Hard…But, My Relationship is Harder by D'ffecult and D'manding09/11/2020
    38:50
  5. 13.
    #106 Pandemic Sexual Frustrations by D'ffecult and D'manding09/04/2020
    38:23
  6. 14.
    #105 Why Lie About Cheating by D'ffecult and D'manding08/28/2020
    37:22
  7. 15.
    #104 I Don’t Trust You but I Love You by D'ffecult and D'manding08/21/2020
    36:06
  8. 16.
    #103 The Smell of Desperation by D'ffecult and D'manding08/14/2020
    37:13
  9. 17.
    #102 Confessing Sins by D'ffecult and D'manding08/07/2020
    37:19
  10. 18.
    #101 I Want You Now by D'ffecult and D'manding07/31/2020
    37:37
  11. 19.
    #100 Sorry As Hell by D'ffecult and D'manding07/24/2020
    40:54
  12. 20.
    #99 It’s Right Until It Feels Wrong by D'ffecult and D'manding07/17/2020
    33:24
  13. 21.
    #98 Why You Mad? by D'ffecult and D'manding07/10/2020
    35:28
  14. 22.
    #97 F*ck 1st or Talk 1st by D'ffecult and D'manding07/03/2020
    34:28
  15. 23.
    #96 Talk 2 Me Dirty by D'ffecult and D'manding06/26/2020
    37:19
  16. 24.
    #95 Slaves of Desire by D'ffecult and D'manding06/19/2020
    38:39
  17. 25.
    #94 1-800-I’M-THAT-1 by D'ffecult and D'manding06/09/2020
    43:36
  18. 26.
    #93 What’s Your Story by D'ffecult and D'manding06/05/2020
    38:02
  19. 27.
    #92 I Am Karma by D'ffecult and D'manding05/29/2020
    44:12
  20. 28.
    #91 Want Me Like I Want U by D'ffecult and D'manding05/20/2020
    42:28
  21. 29.
    #90 HIRE for SEX by D'ffecult and D'manding05/14/2020
    39:27
  22. 30.
    #89 Why Argue…Why Fight?!?! by D'ffecult and D'manding05/08/2020
    37:35
  23. 31.
    #88 My Greatest Mistake…My Greatest Teacher by D'ffecult and D'manding04/27/2020
    36:15
  24. 32.
    #87 U Can Lie, But U Cannot Hide by D'ffecult and D'manding04/24/2020
    41:20
  25. 33.
    #86 I Love U So I Can Disrespect U by D'ffecult and D'manding04/17/2020
    40:10
  26. 34.
    #85 I Miss My Lover by D'ffecult and D'manding04/10/2020
    35:45
  27. 35.
    #84 My Darkest Moments by D'ffecult and D'manding04/08/2020
    35:43
  28. 36.
    #83 Like What I See by D'ffecult and D'manding04/06/2020
    34:27
  29. 37.
    #82 I’m Miserable and I Know It by D'ffecult and D'manding04/02/2020
    31:36
  30. 38.
    #81 Peak Performance by D'ffecult and D'manding06/07/2019
    50:25
  31. 39.
    #80 Why I Hook Up by D'ffecult and D'manding05/31/2019
    38:08
  32. 40.
    #79 Sexual Benefits with Friend’s Wife/Husband by D'ffecult and D'manding05/24/2019
    38:57
  33. 41.
    #78 Facebook D*ck Request by D'ffecult and D'manding05/17/2019
    36:21
  34. 42.
    #77 Hate Your Sex (part 2) by D'ffecult and D'manding05/10/2019
    45:28
  35. 43.
    #76 Hate Your Sex (part 1) by D'ffecult and D'manding05/03/2019
    44:11
  36. 44.
    #75 Who Should I F*ck by D'ffecult and D'manding04/26/2019
    45:53
  37. 45.
    #74 Walls of Deceit by D'ffecult and D'manding04/19/2019
    35:01
  38. 46.
    #73 Feels Really Good by D'ffecult and D'manding04/12/2019
    50:25
  39. 47.
    #72 Best Friends to Lovers by D'ffecult and D'manding04/05/2019
    42:13
  40. 48.
    #71 Flatter You, Sex You, Ghost You by D'ffecult and D'manding03/29/2019
    1:04:50
  41. 49.
    #70 Is It Cheating? by D'ffecult and D'manding03/22/2019
    58:27
  42. 50.
    #69 One Lover, Two Lovers, Three Lovers by D'ffecult and D'manding03/15/2019
    1:08:17
  43. 51.
    #68 Bite Me, Kiss Me, Sex Me by D'ffecult and D'manding03/08/2019
    53:55
  44. 52.
    #67 Side Piece Sex by D'ffecult and D'manding03/01/2019
    1:03:40
  45. 53.
    #66 Lay Your D*ck on the Table by D'ffecult and D'manding02/22/2019
    1:03:02
  46. 54.
    #65 Kisses Paid My Rent by D'ffecult and D'manding02/15/2019
    1:01:38
  47. 55.
    #64 Sex, Lies, and Gifts by D'ffecult and D'manding02/08/2019
    1:06:31
  48. 56.
    #63 NO Sex…NO Peace by D'ffecult and D'manding02/01/2019
    1:13:14
  49. 57.
    #62 He’s a God by D'ffecult and D'manding01/25/2019
    1:03:24
  50. 58.
    #61 Sexually Conservative Millennials by D'ffecult and D'manding01/18/2019
    1:00:25
  51. 59.
    #60 Why So Little Sex by D'ffecult and D'manding01/11/2019
    1:12:01
  52. 60.
    #59 Dating Tactics by D'ffecult and D'manding01/04/2019
    1:10:38
  53. 61.
    #58 Millennial Dating Checklist by D'ffecult and D'manding12/28/2018
    1:02:27
  54. 62.
    #57 Dating the Elite by D'ffecult and D'manding12/21/2018
    1:16:12
  55. 63.
    #56 Fleeting Happiness by D'ffecult and D'manding12/14/2018
    59:11
  56. 64.
    #55 I Am What I Am by D'ffecult and D'manding12/07/2018
    1:07:05
  57. 65.
    #54 Sunken Relationship Investments by D'ffecult and D'manding11/30/2018
    1:10:42
  58. 66.
    #53 The Dance of Desire by D'ffecult and D'manding11/23/2018
    1:12:32
  59. 67.
    #52 Rapture Ruined Me by D'ffecult and D'manding11/16/2018
    1:03:40
  60. 68.
    #51 Difficult Love by D'ffecult and D'manding11/09/2018
    1:05:27
  61. 69.
    #50 Lovestruck by D'ffecult and D'manding11/02/2018
    1:21:03
  62. 70.
    #49 Doms/Subs by D'ffecult and D'manding10/26/2018
    1:04:05
  63. 71.
    #48 (Series 3 of 3) Seductive Touch by D'ffecult and D'manding10/19/2018
    1:15:54
  64. 72.
    #47 (Series 2 of 3) Dirty Secrets: Kinks & Fetishes by D'ffecult and D'manding10/12/2018
    1:15:29
  65. 73.
    #46 (Series 1 of 3) Get You Off by D'ffecult and D'manding10/05/2018
    1:28:38
  66. 74.
    #45 Women Abusing Men by D'ffecult and D'manding09/28/2018
    1:22:35
  67. 75.
    #44 Are You Ever Satisfied by D'ffecult and D'manding09/21/2018
    1:09:32
  68. 76.
    #43 I’m a F*ck Up by D'ffecult and D'manding09/14/2018
    1:05:32
  69. 77.
    #42 Traumatic Shackles by D'ffecult and D'manding09/07/2018
    1:22:13
  70. 78.
    #41 Twisted Love by D'ffecult and D'manding08/31/2018
    1:15:51
  71. 79.
    #40 Catcher or Chaser by D'ffecult and D'manding08/24/2018
    1:06:40
  72. 80.
    #39 The Art of Settling by D'ffecult and D'manding08/17/2018
    1:11:34
  73. 81.
    #38 Painful Endings, Scary Beginnings by D'ffecult and D'manding08/10/2018
    1:19:03
  74. 82.
    #37 I’m Unfulfilled by D'ffecult and D'manding08/03/2018
    1:17:26
  75. 83.
    #36 Your Expose by D'ffecult and D'manding07/27/2018
    1:06:01
  76. 84.
    #35 So Right vs. So Wrong by D'ffecult and D'manding07/20/2018
    1:08:52
  77. 85.
    #34 Forgiveness by D'ffecult and D'manding07/13/2018
    1:16:48
  78. 86.
    #33 Herd Mentality by D'ffecult and D'manding07/06/2018
    1:09:09
  79. 87.
    #32 Lost and Not Found by D'ffecult and D'manding06/29/2018
    1:05:58
  80. 88.
    #31 Heart Strings: the Rules of Love by D'ffecult and D'manding06/22/2018
    1:09:53
  81. 89.
    #30 Many Faces by D'ffecult and D'manding06/15/2018
    1:14:24
  82. 90.
    #29 Disconnected by D'ffecult and D'manding06/08/2018
    1:15:47
  83. 91.
    #28 We’re Protected by D'ffecult and D'manding06/01/2018
    1:07:53
  84. 92.
    #27 Cut the BullSh*t by D'ffecult and D'manding05/25/2018
    1:06:00
  85. 93.
    #26 Don’t Tell by D'ffecult and D'manding05/18/2018
    1:04:50
  86. 94.
    #25 It’s About Me, Not You by D'ffecult and D'manding05/11/2018
    1:13:32
  87. 95.
    #24 No Limits on Stupidity by D'ffecult and D'manding05/04/2018
    1:13:14
  88. 96.
    #23 Huh, What?!? by D'ffecult and D'manding04/27/2018
    1:12:53
  89. 97.
    #22 Take Your Ass Home by D'ffecult and D'manding04/20/2018
    1:13:03
  90. 98.
    #21 Capitol Hill Daycare by D'ffecult and D'manding04/13/2018
    1:10:01
  91. 99.
    #20 Alternative Facts by D'ffecult and D'manding04/06/2018
    1:16:37
  92. 100.
    #19 Shenanigans by D'ffecult and D'manding03/30/2018
    1:06:30
  93. 101.
    #18 Serving Biscuits and Bullsh*t by D'ffecult and D'manding03/23/2018
    1:10:21
  94. 102.
    D'ffecult and D'manding Sideshow #2: The Rising National Debt of America03/17/2018
    14:10
  95. 103.
    #17 Flip the Script by D'ffecult and D'manding03/16/2018
    1:03:07
  96. 104.
    #16 Grind and Hustle by D'ffecult and D'manding03/09/2018
    1:11:12
  97. 105.
    #15 Desperation and Denial by D'ffecult and D'manding03/02/2018
    1:07:44
  98. 106.
    #14 Fooled Me Twice by D'ffecult and D'manding02/23/2018
    1:04:32
  99. 107.
    D'ffecult and D'manding Sideshow #1: Apologies and Compliments02/18/2018
    28:58
  100. 108.
    #13 Fooled Me Once by D'ffecult and D'manding02/16/2018
    1:10:20
  101. 109.
    #12 Cray (Crazy) Cray All Day by D'ffecult and D'manding02/09/2018
    1:06:40
  102. 110.
    #11 Bye MotherF@#?er Bye by D'ffecult and D'manding02/02/2018
    1:07:56
  103. 111.
    #10: $$Checks$$ and NO Balance by D'ffecult and D'manding01/26/2018
    1:17:35
  104. 112.
    #9 If You Look, Then You Shall Find by D'ffecult and D'manding01/19/2018
    1:01:15
  105. 113.
    #8 Stand Up or Lay Down by D'ffecult and D'manding01/12/2018
    1:00:54
  106. 114.
    #7 Common NO Sense by D'ffecult and D'manding01/05/2018
    36:24
  107. 115.
    #6 NO, The Hell You Didn't by D'ffecult and D'manding12/29/2017
    1:01:52
  108. 116.
    #5 Make America WHAT?!? Again by D'ffecult and D'manding12/22/2017
    46:50
  109. 117.
    #4 What the F*@! Did You Just Say? by D'ffecult and D'manding12/14/2017
    34:18
  110. 118.
    #3 Bagging Nuts vs. Buttering Buns by D'ffecult and D'manding12/08/2017
    34:52
  111. 119.
    #2 The Peter Pan Syndrome by D'ffecult and D'manding12/01/2017
    32:00
  112. 120.
    #1 Looking for Some Strange by D'ffecult and D'manding11/25/2017
    27:10
  113. 121.
    #0 Catharsis by D'ffecult and D'manding11/24/2017
    2:46

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