The person I was identifying myself as suddenly had very narrow balks to balance on. It came to a point where I had to regain some focus, and these songs started coming to life. The scenarios in the songs were very present in my own life at the time. Through them I could build a creative place without pressure and guidelines.
Dealing with destructive thoughts and feelings came with a lot of loneliness. We create our ideas of what life and happiness is supposed to look like by scrolling our fingers until bloody watching feeds where all traces of reality are removed. It’s misleading. Life shamelessly serves you a broken heart, pain and loneliness. We need each other’s support to get through it and by keeping ourselves and others believe that we’re relieved of vulnerability, we are heading in an even lonelier direction I think. We’re all fighting battles. I want to shed some light on this with my music. To hopefully make it a bit easier to talk about the things that burden you, knowing it’s neither weak nor shameful.